Light and Shadow

14 May 2026

https://poems.culturing.net/2026/05/14/light-and-shadow/

Oh, I did fall
for the seductive illusions
of an undercover guttersnipe,
but I took the first step
with full knowledge.

But if I broaden my perspective, I see
that these complications are part of the appeal.
I yearn for the feminine in all of its mystery.
But can I now find within me the source
of all yearning, and rest there, expecting no other
to soothe what is mine and mine alone?

The trial is somehow thrilling, an ordeal
to test my manhood, proving at last that I
have arrived. But of course this arrival has really
so little to do with another. It is my own self
who arrives.

But that self includes parts of love
half-fulfilled, never reaching their fullest potential
alone. I would love one who also arrives.

Light and shadow interplay nicely on the windowsill.
Beyond the window, outside the house,
they are violent, gnawing, tormenting
each other, at times to the point of devastation.

But there is a better way, here, with a few drops
of civilized conduct, good habits, and healthy desire.
I take this path. I will find who I find upon it
and bear life's burdens to the end.